It All Went Down

Where is everything that we had?

Where are they right now?

Where did they go?

Or where did we go until we get here?

In this miserable, ambiguous, troublesome place

Through this path full of thorns with less light

We said: “Time together is never quite enough.”

Now, we’re asking whether we want it or not

The time to be together again

Are we totally long for it?

Are we still holding on to the moments we used to say meaningful?

Or just making less sense of it?

“You are my home.”

It feels like so long time ago

Are you my home and am I yours?

Or maybe, “home” also needs to be considered sometime for a while

I can’t stop asking why we are lost

I can’t stop thinking where I should go home

I still remember the look on your face

When we love that passionately

I still remember how you held me in your arms

Hugged me, kissed me and said that you loved me

So, why did you become this person I barely know?

Never imagined we’d be this way

Sometimes, I recall the smell of the rain

Since we have stories about “us and the rain”

Sometimes, I look through our photos

All the moments we shared, the good and the bad

All that I’m asking now, do you still remember them?

All that I know now, I don’t know how to be something that you miss

I used to look at the blue sky and smile

For I remember what happened between us

Under the bright sky and the smell after rain

The things we talked and laughed about

The way you held me and kissed me

Shouting how much you loved me with your moves

Now, if I look at the blue sky

I’ll turn a sad face and hold my tears

Feel that everything has been torn apart from us

How I miss the memories

And I know is that the sky reminds me of something sweet

Something that I don’t know may happen again or not

The sparks may should not be searched

Just let it be, as we speak

If it’s forced to be there,

We’ll break apart

Responsibility and commitment, as we know

But will we stay together like we used to say?

I don’t where we went and how everything turned out to be this way

I don’t know how to pulled you back up again

I don’t know how to keep you in my arms again

I don’t know how to hold on anymore

I’m falling deeper and further from the ground

And you can’t save me