Where
is everything that we had?
Where
are they right now?
Where
did they go?
Or
where did we go until we get here?
In
this miserable, ambiguous, troublesome place
Through
this path full of thorns with less light
We
said: “Time together is never quite enough.”
Now,
we’re asking whether we want it or not
The
time to be together again
Are
we totally long for it?
Are
we still holding on to the moments we used to say meaningful?
Or
just making less sense of it?
“You
are my home.”
It
feels like so long time ago
Are
you my home and am I yours?
Or
maybe, “home” also needs to be considered sometime for a while
I
can’t stop asking why we are lost
I
can’t stop thinking where I should go home
I
still remember the look on your face
When
we love that passionately
I
still remember how you held me in your arms
Hugged
me, kissed me and said that you loved me
So,
why did you become this person I barely know?
Never
imagined we’d be this way
Sometimes,
I recall the smell of the rain
Since
we have stories about “us and the rain”
Sometimes,
I look through our photos
All
the moments we shared, the good and the bad
All
that I’m asking now, do you still remember them?
All
that I know now, I don’t know how to be something that you miss
I
used to look at the blue sky and smile
For
I remember what happened between us
Under
the bright sky and the smell after rain
The
things we talked and laughed about
The
way you held me and kissed me
Shouting
how much you loved me with your moves
Now,
if I look at the blue sky
I’ll
turn a sad face and hold my tears
Feel
that everything has been torn apart from us
How
I miss the memories
And
I know is that the sky reminds me of something sweet
Something
that I don’t know may happen again or not
The
sparks may should not be searched
Just
let it be, as we speak
If
it’s forced to be there,
We’ll
break apart
Responsibility
and commitment, as we know
But
will we stay together like we used to say?
I don’t where we went and how
everything turned out to be this way
I don’t know how to pulled you
back up again
I don’t know how to keep you
in my arms again
I don’t know how to hold on
anymore
I’m falling deeper and further
from the ground
And you can’t save me
